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I’ve been really pre-occupied in the past few weeks. Many things have lead to me forsaken my little sanctuary here. I’ve not taken any heavy leaps nor did any over the top changes in my life. In fact, besides having a Dr. Evil on my side, there aren’t really many things that I would complain about. Oh, in case you are wondering, Dr.Evil has once tried to forfeit my rights to have dinner. SLUT!! Well, this bitch here will have dinner no matter what. I NEED food. Period. Fullstop. Enough said.

Anyway, life has currently been flaunting a few angels on my side. I’ve recently gotten to know a “Patrick” who is really a nice arty person behind that emo exterior. Actually, his passion for food is enough to attract me to him. Yup, foods and I are meant to be. And talking about angel, David is that angel who had always be by my side and this is one person that I hope I’ll never let down.

I do at times miss bits and pieces of my life that I’ve let go off. There is Matt whom I adore but never kept in touch with but have recently bump into in an event. Meeting him again has jolted those memories that I’ve tried so hard to confine. Those bitter days when I was learning to let go was the last thing I want to remember. Well, I’m officially over it but sometimes bitterness sips through. That’s when a good book and a tub filled to the brim with hot water would be my hide out. Of course, that and snuggling into my boy friend's arms afterwards.

Frankly, I really don’t know if what I’m living in right now is the “perfect picture”. I’m not one to be judgmental. Nor am I one to be complaining. Life is now as what atomic kitten have sung in their album, it’s not right but it’s ok. I’m not doing fabulously off. I have yet to own my own condo or make my first half of a million. But you know what? This bitch is OK. This bitch is doing fine. This bitch is alive and kicking .-ends

Ribena Lemon

Sincere (adj) : a display of genuine emotion

I know many have doubts and some even questioned the sincerity of my recent relationship as well as the drastic change in my choice of men. Truthfully, I myself was confuse in the start. But he have done so many things to keep me happy and on 05112009, I am convince that I am at this very moment, loved. 05112009 was in fact wasn't such a great day to start with. Work was hectic. I came home feeling drained and the fact that my boyfriend have just went home on that afternoon left me feeling really low. I was actually getting use to his presence in my room for the past few days and the notion of having to go home to the four walls got me dreading to open my room door.

When I finally conjure up enough strength to open it, what met me was a much cleaner room and notes on my desktop that reads “I LOVE YOU” in bold caps letters. There was also another note on my little stuff toys stating his thanks and love. In fact my messy toilet was also cleaned. I've always said that I do not want a man who would say “ It's ok honey, you look tired. Why not clean it tomorrow?” instead I would want one that would say “ You look tired, let me clean it for you”. And I did found one. He didn't even say it. He just did it.

Yes, I was overwhelmed. Yes, I cried. Maybe I was too tired and the viruses from that bad sore throat and fever that I got was having a rave party in me but for a moment, my emotions went wild. Flashbacks after flashbacks of times with my horrible past relationship repeated on my brain like a bad movie put on playbacks. And then it stopped and I was flushed with a wave of relieve. I don't know if this is the right. It just feels right to me. I don't even know if this will last but it's a chance I'm willing to take. At this point, all I know is that he is so damn sweet, he could make me diabetic. I hope this Ribena lemon story would continue. -ends-

A cup of sweet coffee

sweet (n) : having the taste or flavor of sugar, honey, etc..

Some says that life is like a box of chocolate. I say life is like a warm cup of coffee. It may be bitter in the first sip but isn't that what sugar is for? If one would budge a little from their comfy position and just reach out a little, then they could have enriched their life with sugar and spice and everything nice. But sadly, most people just refuse to move and blame it on the barrista for their bitterness. Lazy asses don't get much of my empathy.

Not that I would usually like sweet coffee. Too much sugar makes me giddy. I like mine with a bitter tinge. It reminds me of a past that have made me who I am today. I'm not proud of it but I'm not ashamed of it either. It's just me. This is me.

Oh, but recently, someone dropped a huge big lump of sugar in my life. I think it fitted in just nice with my bitter cup of coffee. I'm actually getting use to this. Nice, sweet and creamy. -ends-

My morning dose of sunshine

Sunshine (n) : brightness or radiance , cheerfulness or happiness

I woke up feeling perky today. I've even got my daily little surprise note from the black Myvi next to mine. He left a little note on my windscreen and a big big smile on my face. There are just so many little things in life that would make me happy and this is one of it. I love letters, postcards, post-it notes, well wishes cards and parcel wrap in brown papers. I'm a nostalgic fool with a penchant for traditional hand written snail mail. I love the idea of taking the time to write something for someone. I bet if the bills comes in handwritten instead of printed, I'll be happy to receive it too. Handwritten notes or letters just make it so personal. But sadly in this technology driven decade, many have forgotten the art of writing. So, when I see this on my car, I knew this would be a great day. -ends-

Movie Premier : WhiteOut

white (n/adj ) : the lightest possible colour

WhiteOut... and it's just what the tittle suggest. Total wipe out of a proper story line. The truth is, the only time I find it entertaining was the 5 second of Kate parading around in her lingerie and the few minutes where she was bashed and chase till she fell unconscious.

Ok, so i was being a bit hard on it. It's actually a pretty decent thriller. I'll probably rate it under the mindless movie category and give it a 6 out of 10. One don't really need their brain here as there isn't really anything smart about this movie. I've even guess the right villain before the first quarter of the movie ends. See, mindless. Get my drift? Of course, it's still entertaining to see a mindless character running around in the snow, being bash and hunted down by. Oh, and the ending...the ending was really the only thing that I didn't expect from it. It was..... duh~~! Seriously, out to see the Auroras? Really?...

Anyway, I would like to thank Wai Fung for accompanying me to see the show and Nuffnang for the tickets. -ends-

Weekend out wif mummy

Mother (n): a term of address for a female parent or a woman having or regarded as having the status, function, or authority of a female parent

Mommy and I went for a little shopping spree last weekend around the area of Bukit Bintang. Mothers will always be mothers. Mine, was , is and always will be capable of out doing me when it comes to shopping. She can walk on for hours without feeling tired while her little girl huffs and puffs on the sidewalk.

And since we were there, I went for a shopping spree and got me some really cheap clothes. It's a perk to be capable of fitting into free size garment. These are just dirt cheap.

Oooo... and I even got myself a new hand phone. :)

Oh, and the day before that was spent with Akiko, my ever adorable Tat and Benjamin a.k.a Ben-Ben. We dined at Chillies before moving to McD at center point for some ice sponsored by Ben-Ben. Yes, yes.. I know the post is a little on the lame side. But hey, it's my blog. I'm entitle to a little lameness at times right? :P -ends-

Practical ogling

Practical (adj) : sensible and likely to be effective

I was talking to a friend today at the gym and was commenting on what a cute trainer she has when she pointed out that he has a girl friend. I was a little taken a back by that comment and it got us discussing on how even girls would like to ogle for fun. Just because I like looking at him doesn't mean that I want him as my boyfriend. Seriously.

Ok, lets brake this down to pieces. In my point of view, looking for a boyfriend is like finding the right dog. No offence but this is really just my way of explaining things. When I go into a pet shop, I would love to look at those accessories dogs like Shih Tzus or Chihuahuas mainly because they look so cute curling up at a corner. But, I would never buy them because they are annoyingly noisy and they are not practical home keepers. I'm really a girl who goes for security and comfort. That is why I would have preferred to get a Doberman. Nothing fancy but at least they are a loyal bred and is always capable of looking after the house and keeping me safe.

Well, the same concept goes for my men. I love beautiful things. I like looking at cute guys. But that doesn't mean that I would want to bring them home. I just like to look and perhaps ogle a little... okok.. a lot. There, I admit. Even so, when I get home, I would love to curl up in bed with someone more practical, secure and less maintenance. Lets just say that I do adore a metro sexual guy but if his self-care products starts to take up more space in the cupboard then mine, then I would feel very much challenged by his femininity side. Sorry hon, I don't think you are men enough for me. -ends-